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Hi my name is Cara, I'm young and sleepy, blah blah blah.
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Math, The Power of Evil, being alone...
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007 at: 5:15 pm
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Wow, its been a while. Not saying its been a good while, however.
School ends in about two days, and to be honest I SHOULD be studying for my hardest finals which happen to be tomorrow. But its hard, I have so much on my mind right now.
The School year started off so good, and its hard to believe its going to end on such a horrible note. Ryan won't talk to me, look at me, or anything else, which hurts because I thought we were best friends, I considered him my brother, and really mean it, I thought he was the man I love, and I feel so betrayed. Its hard to explain, but my heart is bleeding and it hurts so bad, I cry every night because of it. I'm torn between hating him, and just wanting him to be my friend again, but in all honesty, if he did deciede to talk to me again, I don't know what I would do. Would I laugh and pretend like nothing has happened, or should I make my uneasiness clear. Which one would be best? I don't know. I just wish I could go back in time and right my one wrong. IT sucks so bad, why can't I make one mistake?
Not only is that bullshit going on, but Leanna is being a horrible friend. I thought we were really close, she heard me cry about ryan, and I heard her cry about her dad, but once she gets a boyfriend (and a horrible one at that, one I DON'T approve of) she picks him over me, even in the time I needed her the most. She let me down at Prom as well, which was not a fun experience, neither was ROTC Ball, and Winter Royalty. Then I recieved a ticket. Then my grandmother got really sick. Then another close friend of mine's father died. Then my family is feeling the affects of not having my mother around. I have to somehow be the mother in the family, the daughter, the sister, the granddaughter, the college bound student, and so many other roles. WHAT THE FUCK! I've been so depressed. I dont know what to do. Just thinking about how happy I was this same time last year makes me sick. I can't function. How am I suppose to study for finals under these stresses.
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| I'm out of the Race |
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Friday, November 10, 2006 at: 3:29 pm
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Go figure, not even a week into Nano Wrimo, I have an amazing plot, and i'm fueling the fire, when BAM! Carpal Tunnel hits the body, and now i'm not allowed to type at home, none-the-less finish 50,000 words in one month.
*Sigh*
I guess theres always next year.
(Is typing all this w/ one hand.)
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| Fairy Boy- Day 1 |
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Wednesday, November 1, 2006 at: 8:28 am
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So today was the first day of Nano Wrimo- I started on the first installment, and I must say, it sucks. Hard core. I'm going to edit it tomorrow at school. But I got 1, 625 words out of it so I'm happy that I managed that. Here it is if you want to see it.
Managed this in a hour-
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| Happy Hallo-wrimo! |
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Tuesday, October 31, 2006 at: 2:30 pm
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So, Today is Halloween, I'm sad to say I won't be doing anything special except staying at home and doing homework. But Tonight, TONIGHT NANO WRIMO starts. I have to stay pumped about my story or my creative juices will leave me. 50,000 words baby! I can do it! I'll post segments of my story in this journal. In case you didn't know I'm writing a romance novel. One that, in theory, sounds rather dull, but i'm hoping when I write it out it will be a work of art.
Halloween Images @ Bopmyspace.com
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| I have a view on the war? |
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Sunday, October 15, 2006 at: 10:41 pm
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Okay, let me do this now, since everyone does it at least once in their blog...
The War in the Middle East
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Tuesday, September 12, 2006 at: 10:55 pm
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| Why I Write |
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Tuesday, September 5, 2006 at: 9:19 pm
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| Why I Run |
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Tuesday, September 5, 2006 at: 8:43 pm
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Sunday, September 3, 2006 at: 10:52 pm
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Monday, August 21, 2006 at: 12:18 am
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| Lord help me... |
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Tuesday, August 1, 2006 at: 4:19 am
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I'm getting back into Zines.
Like I didn't have enough things to do.
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| Pet Peeves: POST 2 |
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Sunday, July 30, 2006 at: 2:40 pm
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| Pet Peeves POST 1 |
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Sunday, July 23, 2006 at: 6:01 pm
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Monday, July 10, 2006 at: 8:18 am
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Every girl needs a journal. My mom bought on for me to keep one summer, but I was to young to realize the importance of one, and blew the whole journal thing off. To six year old me, a journal was something where I wrote about how my parents wouldn't let me have dessert, and how much I hate them, and then hope that said parents would find the journal, read it, and feel guilty .
Later on, the internet came, and so did online journals. These were pretty cool to twelve year old me, but then I realized that online journals weren't like real ones. Kids at school were using them because everyone could read them, and thus they could start about people that disliked to their face... well, maybe not directly to them, but you get the drift.
Now, older me has a heck it life, one that she needs to let some steam off about, and lucky for journals and on line blogs everywhere, older me likes to write, and is looking forward to keeping a journal.
I don't except to have lots of friends, and I don't plan on telling anyone about this journal. So any thing I write in this journal will be just between me and whoever happens to stumble upon it.
Test Test... Is this thing on?
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